Luckily, I remained undetected and Mom left the room and went to bed, I was ready to resume!So I had verified that Lilly slept deeply (pretty much) so... really there was nothing that I couldn't do (or try). I had the confidence to try something else! I reached up onto Lilly's bed and flicked off the sheet that stopped me seeing her beautiful body. This was greeted with a bit of a stir from her so I remained cautious. I reached under her cotton panties and re aquainted myself with her ass,. I started to read the dictionary definitions. As a result I ran away from it all. forced myself to stop dressing, tried to date girls (disaster). University...had a girlfriend. Wild about one another but never even tried to have sex. A guy seduced me, fucked me and suddenly I thought 'this is who I am!' I had an unusual interest in transvestites and transsexuals, reading every book going but I was in denial and just saw myself as a passive gay guy. I totally repressed any inclination to wear. If you want, I can happily have sex with you”. She said, “I want it too. But my son should never know about it”. I said, “Don’t worry”.She pulled off her salwar kameez. I could see her big melons stuffed in white bra, her deep navel, and big silky thighs. I also took off my shirt and jeans, taking out my dick. She had removed her panty. Seeing her clean shaved pussy, I went near her. I hugged her feeling her soft boobs and bare pussy. Deepti hugged me back tightly.We locked lips, kissing. I just kept staring at her and I think she might have seen the sadness in my eyes, Rohit asked me to go away but I was glued to my place, I don’t know what had happened but I couldn’t take my eyes off of her that day, may be because she was looking so ravishing that day, or may be because my heart had got another shock, that she was engaged, but she was getting involved with someone else, and may be because I wanted to be that someone, which at that very moment I wasn’t. Rohit came up to me and.