You look at him, he looks at you and you turn away. Am I right?" Pretty much." Why do you turn away?" I'm shy, I don't find it easy to make new friend...s." No, that's the wrong way round, you're shy because you turn away. I think you turn away because you don't have enough confidence in yourself. To put it bluntly, you don't think he would fancy you." That's how it's been since I was sixteen, no-one ever fancied me." And the two boyfriends you said you'd had, didn't they fancy you?" Yes, I. Yes, I thought about joining the boys again, but they had Carol to take care of them now, and I did not want to intrude. Taking care of myself was nothing new when we were at the dig. Besides, which would a 19 and 21-year-old guy prefer. A 23-year-old girl or a 48-year-old lady that put on a few pounds after having three kids and did not have the same shape she had twenty-five years ago. I had put on almost seven pounds that I just could not get rid of. Don Sr. still jokes that it improved my. ." Don't even think such a thing, not in the way most simpering girls wouldconceive it. Of course there are men with whom you can share sexualpleasures but that can only be with men who would grovel at your feet evenas you favor them with intense pain. And don't ever forget that they'llgladly pay for the privilege of submitting to you. This Ron creature willeasily fall in love with you and you will enjoy sex with him even as youbreak him. Liking him as you do makes him an even more suitable. I've got two more weeks of Winter Break and I'm going to spend half the time wishing I was in bed with you, Ben."It was the first day of school in January. The air was crisp and filled with the hum of high school students refreshed by two weeks of vacation."Hiii, Ben..." Cassidy sashayed up to me and planted a firm kiss on my lips while rubbing her ample boobs into my chest. When she broke for air, I saw that there was another cute girl walking up to us."Hiii, Ben..." Megan neatly slid in and.