I think it was fortunate that I was in California or, at least on the California coast since inland seemed very different. The folks here were very to...lerant of people that were ... different. I wandered into tiny towns all the way up the coast and very few people were outright hostile.The other thing that made California a fortunate choice, was that very few people that I helped seemed anxious to tell anyone about it. They had all seen the debacle in Los Angeles. The few times I openly healed. She stood up and moved to me giving me a warm kiss of welcome, after asking for I wanted a drink, she lay on the bed and patted the covers motioning me to join her. The cameraman readied his equipment, Dave sat in a chair across the room and we began. Anne spoke “ So you like the way I look?” “Who wouldn’t, you’re as sexy as fuck, especially dressed like that!” She laughed, then pointing at the camera motioned it was time to start.After a couple of minutes of us kissing deeply and feeling each. .. I just remember having fun. Other than that, I don’t think about them at all. They got what they wanted, and I had fun. That’s all.”“What do you think they wanted?”He shrugged, “To be able to brag about fucking some football players, I guess.”“Was there a lot of drinking and laughing and playing around?”“Oh yeah.” He responded with a chuckle.“That sounds wonderful.” I confessed“No, Bev! Don’t say that. You’re not one of ... them.”His words hit me like a sledgehammer, “You pompous ass!” I. I said nothing as I walked past her. The last thing she heard was me locking the bedroom door.It was only a few minutes when I heard my wife knock on the door asking me to let her in. Like that was going to happen. More knocking, more asking for me to talk and more of me ignoring her. Soon the requests became louder and more demanding. Thirty minutes later they became more pleading. Eventually they stopped all together. I went to sleep with a smile on my face.In the morning I was up and out of.