And it's damaged now. It can never be deactivated at least I'm not convinced that it can be. I thought I'd found a guy that could do it -- but I think... he lied to get something else from me -- so this is what I am now, like it or not. So I have to start to like it or I'll go crazy." So you and Gary aren't really..." she asked without finishing.I didn't answer her. I didn't know the answer to that anymore. I had been. I had wanted to be again, but we were both different then. Now it was just me. Whatcould it be that needed a signature? Although I did buy clothes and some"other" items by mail order, these were bought under my own name - ie thename on my credit card. And normally, if I wasn't in they were left in theporch or sometimes with a neighbour. So on the Saturday morning I wentalong to the post office with my new security badge. I signed for thepackage - by this time I had been accustomed to signing documents as Didi.There was no sender's name on the package. But there was a. He was so hard and slick with lube. We only fondled each other for a short time before he put his hand to the back of my head and pushed me towards his fuck tool. I went right for it. I couldn't help it. His cock was a magic wand and I was drawn to suck its power. I played with him briefly with my lips and tongue before swallowing his shaft as deep as I could take it. Up for air and down again. Man, what a cock. The head was soft. The shaft so smooth. Its girth cut my air supply as I buried my. “Oh Man! “ I breathed to myself, “I's finally gonna happen!I am really going to fuck a beautiful woman!” Jo wiggled under me to get us aligned where she wanted us. My cock was perfectly lying on her naked, wet and very warm pussy and I could not help but slide it up and down feeling pleasures that were on the verge of overwhelming me in their intensity. I felt Jo moving with me and putting both arms around my neck, pulled my lips to hers and started kissing me. Her lips had a taste and.