”She said the words several times, and eventually, I thought I had the hang of it.She took my hands. “OK, look me in the eyes and say it.”I was ...wondering what the phrase was. I had learned the other phrases without really knowing the words, just the sounds, so I had no reference.I looked deep into her eyes and repeated carefully, “«Skulle du vilja älska med mig?»”She held my gaze and said, almost in a whisper, “«Ja, det vill jag».”I let go of her hands.“What did I say and what did you say?”She. I had taken the advice that Chris and Bernie had given me onboard and had worked out a routine that I was now about to put into practice. I took Chantelle to one side and told her that the Underworld, Born Slippy CD that was in the DJ booth was my music, it was the extended mix and she was to keep on playing it as long as I was performing. I also gave her an instruction about the act finale which I trusted her to carry out. The tune had a great beat for stripping and moving to, dancing, as such. He wanted me to help him move some things out of his garage I hoped in my car, and drove the 20 minutes to his place. When I arrived, he came out of the garage, and motioned me over. He walked back into the garage, and waited by the work bench that ran along one wall. When I walked in, he asked me if I wanted a beer, or something else to drink. I said a coke would be great. After he grabbed one out of a refrigerator, and handed it to me, I asked what I was there to help him move, and he. Did he not share even with you any of his thoughts or feelings that led him to take such a drastic decision to end his life’?I said, “No, had I known the reasons I would have helped him in whatever the way I can. He did not tell me about his problems. It is a mystery to me and I cannot see any problems which could not have been solved.’She was restless and continuously crying. She got up from the sofa walked to the window looking out. I went near her standing beside her.She said, ‘I wish he.