She took another sip then put the glass back down on the table. She stood up already feeling a slight buzz from the wine and went to her bag and took ...out the new toy they were supposed to try out. It was still in its plain unmarked cardboard box. Susan had not been able to bring herself to look inside. She carried the box back to the couch and sat down still holding it.Scratch had come out of hiding and was sniffing Melissa's toes with interest. Melissa bent over and rubbed the cat between the. "Oh, will you then come to school tomorrow as... Alayna?" Sharonsuddenly asked."You could borrow my second school uniform until you will have oneyourself!" Julie instantly suggested. "My clothes seem to fit you verywell, so that's not a problem!"My eyes widened. School! I looked at my Mom, suddenly slightly panickedand insecure.Alishia Carter could see the unsettledness in my eyes and pondered fora moment."I am scared, Mom. I am scared going to school tomorrow at all! Marcand his friends for. I think it is digusting to haveto do it to you. So instead Madame Vaucheron has accepted to get paid to doit."So now I understood that part, too. My wife had learned and practicedmilking other men. That is why she was so good at it. And she was disgusteddoing to me. But to other men, she loved it. Just the same with jerking offother men, with sucking other men, with fucking other men. My wife lovedhaving sex with many other men, but found it disgusting with me.My wife started to approach my. What you are seeking is action without attachment or craving for results.”I nodded, “That sounds similar to what I’ve read about Buddhism and avoidance of attachment to material goods, or really anything material in this life, including our bodies.”“Yes, it is a similar concept. What you should seek is pursuit of those goals because they are good, moral, and right, not because you crave material rewards. The rewards, in and of themselves, are not problematic, but pursuit of them purely to.