I'd still be a freak but I'd be dead and I don't want todie. The only choice I have now is to be Ashley, the girl, on theoutside and Ashley, the man ...what's left of him, on the inside. I justwant to get away from all this craziness and be by myself. Maybe intime, I can find some place where I will feel comfortable," he thoughtas he viewed his image."Ashley, hurry up, breakfast will be ready in few minutes," his Step-mother's voice broke into his thoughts."Oh crud! I can't put this off any. She sat at a table for two in a little niche in a stone wall towards the back. She had on a black body dress, blue eye-shadow, golden hoop earrings and pumps that screamed “Fuck me”. Her full black hair fell to the other side of her exposed shoulder, pale and luminous in the candlelight. I gulped and my heart raced. Other than my Samantha I had never seen anyone so beautiful. We embraced and I sat. The waiter arrived with a carafe of red wine. He poured for us and we drank. The aroma of Chanel. Katie got infirst and Brent got in beside him. He lifted his arms as Brent reachedacross his lap for the seat belt. A slight rush went through his head asBrent's elbow touched his breasts. He wondered if Brent had done it onpurpose and kind of hoped he had.Brent pulled down on the metal lap bar trapping them inside the car. Thetrain lurched forward on its track. People screamed and raised theirarms. He felt Brent's arm come across his shoulder and pull him close.His arms felt so strong. He. He went in to her parents room and after 10min he came in frock. I was thinking his as a girl and I went near him and started kissing him we continued this for 10-15min.I have invited him to my bed and asked him to bend like dog, I went behind him and stated lifting his frock, I saw he was wearing her sisters underwear which was designed with cartoons and some faces it was ping panty, I started licking his Ass hole and I started squeezing his chest which was covered by his moms bra I took my.