Here we go… Why do you want to know, princess? I ask, keeping the nervous tremble from my voice. I was thinking about it after you left… you state..., and I feel the need to let you know its wrong. I wordlessly pull you onto my lap, stomach down, and give you five swift hard spankings. I had to pull your shirt up to do so, and noticed the same panties you were wearing earlier. I can already see the red handprints through your underwear, and you sit back down, whimpering. Babygirl, youre not. Not to mention she was always a complete bitch about it. Seventy-five percent of the time I'd have to bribe her to do the things we do. I was surfing the net in my room for porn but it was only exasperating my loneliness when all of the sudden the door to my room flew open and loud cheerful voice shouted. “HI BIG BROTHER.” My sister barged in my room as she always does. She had short brown hair and a smile that could charm anyone. She gave me a huge embrace and kiss me on the cheek.. I’m being reborn – and after an eight-year or so gestation period I will become a doctor. The new life makes me worried but my momma said to just take each day at a time.”“That’s sage advice,” Dave said. “No one in this group or the larger group you’ll meet at the Circle wants to see you troubled, anxious, hurt, or in trouble, so we will be watching out for you just the way we watch out for each other. We are a very caring group.”Odessa grinned, “And you all have sex a lot. Last night I read. “You’re the only one, I guess besides Chris, who can tell me they’re a friend that’s there for me and I’ll believe them. You’re a good guy, and actual good guy, and you’re right, most of these guys are just trouble. I wish guys like Carson were more like you. Maybe then I’d have some friends where I know they actually had good intentions and no ulterior motives.”That was my breaking point. I couldn’t hide my expression from the dramatic irony of the moment any longer. Guilt took over and I.