Now, on the next line, write, ‘I must not cum without my Lord’s permission’, then say it aloud.”Again, she wrote it, carefully, as her hand wa...s shaking slightly.“I must not cum without my Lord’s permission.”“Very good. Now: ‘I cannot cum without my Lord’s permission.’”And again, she wrote the line, carefully, then said, “I cannot cum without my Lord’s permission.”“Excellent. Now leave a space so the three lines are grouped together, and start again, writing those same three lines exactly,. "I probably shouldn't say this, but Polly needs you just as much, if not more than you need her. They have been so sad since their first child died, and none of us have seen them as happy as they are tonight, so you be the best daughter in the world, because they will be the best parents." She stroked my cheek like I was five, and walked off with her friend.Polly was watching for me when Renata escorted me back to the head table. "There you are, Angela. I need you to humor me for a little. "Damn if they didn't assume a passable version of parade rest.I smiled. "No yelling. I just wanted to say that you guys were awesome, and I was wrong." Wrong?" several of them mumbled looking confused."Wrong! Miss Kelly, how many teams at districts?"Kelly stepped forward and saluted. "Seven boss. Including us." That would be correct. And Miss Traci how did our team place?Traci stepped forward as Kelly got back into line. Her salute would not have passed muster at West Point, but in the. It was a reflective timethat half hour, and I was mulling over the prospects of this comingweek. Mother had promised me that I could be a girl all week and thatshe would teach me all she could. She admitted that as far as clothesand make-up were concerned there was little she could teach me but I wasnot so sure. She had such a wonderful dress sense that I knew she wouldimpart a lot to me.Anyway, enough I thought and I got out of the bath and dried myself,admiring my svelte body in the mirror..