Intense pain only endured and sought because of the warm soothing joy of the opium-based pain-killer that washed over me afterward. The agony followed... by the ecstasy.More than once in my more lucid moments I wondered ‘how the hell did we come to this’, ‘how the hell did Jill and I end up here.’Jill’s promised to share her feelings in the next chapter, so I won’t guess at her emotions. The one final thing I’ll say is that we did share some surreal moments. When more than once she caught me. But one condition, say it by seeing my eyes.After a long struggle she saw my eyes.Raji: I don’t want to say anything. Take whatever you want from me.Me: I don’t want anything from you for my own. But we both want to make our love relationship to next level.Raji: Then come and take me, I also need to enjoy with you. Even I love you more than my husband.Me: Then why are we waiting here, Lets we go inside.I take her in my hand and went inside the bedroom and through her in bed and jumped over her,. Plus it was cold. My place was a basement apartment so it got very cold in winter and this was one of those nights where it got really cold and drafty. I felt bad for my friend who was on the floor so I suggested he get in the bed with me. I wasn't a big bed, I figured we would both fit, no problem. Not a single thought about sex had crossed my mind to this point. I was just trying to be nice to my buddy who was on the cold floor.He got into bed and I rolled over and drifted in and out of. The lights were low, soft music was playing and the scent of vanilla filled the air. My boots and jeans flew off as soon as I saw the beautiful young girl standing there awaiting my arrival. She put her arms up and drew them around my neck, hugging me tightly, and whispering to me that she was ready to be taken. Soon, we lost our selves in passions know only to the luckiest of lovers. Her body melded into mine, we touched, kissed, and probed each other like teenagers on a first date. I had.