’ ‘In a cup. Then I can…’ Her voice trailed off. A vision of me jacking off into a cup while they waited patiently had my cock doing it’s be...st to suck right back up inside and hide, let me tell you. ‘Hey, don’t they have Doctors who can do that?’ ‘Yes, but it’s expensive and we already tried that once.’ The idea of becoming a father to a kid that started out as dumped in a coffee cup just didn’t do it for me, frankly. ‘I don’t think….’ ‘We can pay a little?’ That wasn’t going to do it either.. She seemed amused by this and asked if I was trying to "straighten out."When I told her I AM straight, she asked if I was here on a bet orsomething, or trying to make fun of the others here and their life-style.Remembering Keyholder's order, I blushingly told Carol that I wasstraight, but had experimented with a chastity belt and got myself stucklike this at the command of Keyholder, who had made me his "wife."Carol said "That explains the makeup and hair, but I still don't believeyou're. We exchanged small talk during the flight and limousine was arranged by the local casino to pick us up. She smiled as she slid inWe checked in a the bell boy lead us to the suite.I have heard about the suites but this thing was hugeTraci headed right over to the massive tub in the center of the bedroomShe had the bell boy show her how to fill it and run the controls. As the tub started to fill, she started taking off her jacket.The bell boy was happy to keep showing me features in the room but. I wasn’t consciously thinking anything about the possibility of homosexuality when I was with Donny, but in retrospect, subconsciously I was falling in love with him.I can admit to myself now, after all that has happened, that I was a closet queen in denial for most of my life. For a while, when I was a young teen, I used to cross dress in secret. But I hated myself for it and pretended to loath “faggots,” even though part of me knew I might be one. But I fought it and when I was 23 I met.