Nicole woke up around 11 AM and ate some breakfast with her dad who had gotten up earlier. They moved to the living room where Nicole gently sat her ...pregnant self on the couch while her dad sat in his recliner with a beer. After several trips to the fridge for a beer refill, he sat beside his lovely daughter and rubbed her shoulder and neck as she discussed her career, the progress of our first child, and other matters. She then listened to him mention his troubles with job security,. Like I said, I want to touch Gerard. And I do it a lot because he lets me, and the fans go wild for it—which, of course, makes it even harder to stop myself from going too far. (Imagine being cheered on and knowing you have to stop anyway. It might explain why I always seem to have so much pent-up energy.)One of my favorite things to do is to kiss or lick him while he's singing. Sometimes I target his neck, but mostly it's his face. He has such a beautiful face. So pale and smooth ... and. I unfolded the handkerchief to find my uneaten teacake from the previous evening. ‘You must eat something now,’ he said. This time I did not protest. I ate slowly, watching him. He stared out the window and was silent, but his presence overwhelmed me. I thought back to the sensation of his body against mine as he had held me the night before. My flesh prickled with goose pimples and I felt a fluttering in my chest. I wanted him to hold me again—to smooth my hair and speak in low tones. But he. We were sitting right next to each other in the empty back row when the speaker told us since it was a long conference a quick massage would do us goodWe were told to stand up and turn to our left. The girl I had just met was now standing in front of me as the speaker told us to perform a standard shoulder massageI promptly put my hands on Amanda's shoulders ( I later learned her name ).I noticed her bra strap was showing, I chose to place my fingers over the strap.As I was slowly massaging her.