I immediately logged into both my Grindr and Squirt accounts. I got the usual creepy old guys that I always ignore. So I changed my profile saying tha...t I was looking to buy some panties and find someone to swap oral with. I said that I would go buy whatever style and color you wanted. I sat there for a few minutes checking both accounts. Then someone messaged me on Grindr. The message was simple. “Into FTM?” I responded back quickly saying I most definitely was. She said that I should come over. I leaned back and closed my eyes and let the alcohol wash over me. I wasn't really drunk yet, but I was well on my way. I heard someone laugh from across the room, and I opened one eye slowly. Heather was leaning back against a wall, giggling and trying not to spill her beer, while Mark was kissing and nibbling at her neck. I was starting to feel a little warm... though I wasn't sure if it was from the alcohol, or from watching Heather and Mark make out on the other side of the room. I felt a. Belindaand I would still chat and set our rendezvous. The weekend came and Melissa left after work on Friday night. I spentthe entire day primping myself. A long bubble bath prepared my skin.After drying I realized I needed to remove some of my face, chest hairand underarm hair. I had few chest hairs so that was easy. I didn'tthink Melissa would even notice my underarms so I shaved off all thehair. I felt so cool and weird without the hair. Some Secret underarmdeodorant gave me a feminine. Then again, Uncle Troy was’s Mom’s brother, so maybe there was bad blood between them. There is still much about their marriage that never quite made sense to me. It’s always been a very bizarre mystery to me. I just know that Mom and Dad were never that sane on the best of days, either of them.“Dad just walked out the door to visit parishioners one day and never came back. I was eleven. I never saw him again. After that, Mom just ... popped pills, drank like a fish, and spent more time in.