"I took a quick shower, making sure my ass was squeaky clean, in case there was some action Hal had planned for it.Off we went, heading south towards ...his next stop, Raleigh, North Carolina. I quickly dozed off, and slept for about six hours.I awoke with Hal shaking my shoulder. "Time to get up. Gotta find a room to crash in for the day."We had already crossed the border of Virginia, and just north of Henderson, NC, we found a little motel with cabins instead of connected rooms. It was about 5. You are now under my control. Listen toeverything I say. You are in a deep trance. You are under my completecontrol. You stay under my complete control until I release you. I will be helping you be confident around women, just not in the way youthink. You love and have always loved dressing up like a girl. When youwear lipstick and other makeup, and dresses and high heels and jewelry,you have no reason to feel inferior to women. You can be confident andsecure in the fact that you are just as. We have been waiting to have sex ever since.Usually, when I want sex I go out and get it. This thing with Mutant John is different. It isn’t a relationship exactly, but when you’ve been in an extreme sexual situation followed by a life-and-death situation followed by a period in which the trans woman you were in that situation with turns out to be more loyal on the visiting front than many so-called friends then a definite bond develops.It helps that I tell John about the people who fuck me,. Soon we realized we needed more than some front seat fooling around and we took off for my apartment. She was driving and I had my hand gently rubbing her crotch the entire ride. When she stopped at a light she would reciprocate. Something we threw caution to the wind and would start kissing at intersections or briefly at stop signs. I'm pretty sure I unbuckled my seat belt and started licking her ear at one point. When we almost got to my apartment I was struck by an extremely upsetting.