But at least she could be exposed to the idea that being alone in life didn't mean you were denied orgasms.Of course I miscalculated. I was young. I d...idn't understand people nearly as well as I thought I did.What I miscalculated on was that none of them had ever been allowed to go through the hurricane of passion that is adolescence. They had all gone from being young people with the chores of adults... to being adults. There was no in-between time to lie secretly with a member of the opposite. We started playing our little truth or dare game again. i asked him why he wanted to kiss traci but screw me. he told me something about having kissed her before so it was possible and with me being married he didn’t think i would, but that he didn’t think he would get to sleep with either one of us so he chose me. guess that made me a little happier . it was his turn, and he asked me what i had on under my dress. So I told him. the next time i stepped things up, and said dare. he dared me to. That weekend we took a trip to another town 200 miles away to see a friend of mine in a comedy show. We stayed at a nice hotel where I normally stayed. The show was great and the hotel was comfortable and very nice. We got into the room and it was heavenly in the summer heat with the AC on!. She said she wanted to shower and went to do it. I waited a bit then joined her. We washed each other thoroughly. Inside and out. After rinsing she asked me if I would make sure she has no soap on her and. The men and women of the resistance made me wonder. I didn't understandhow they could have faith from so long ago, nor how they could remainpositive and optimistic over such a long period. I couldn't understand howAlwyn had made it through her 70-plus years of widowed exile, and yet besuch a joy to be with. Maybe there was some reality to their God. They hada depth of character that demanded explanation. Maybe, too, my previousprayers from this spot had really been answered, when I asked God.