I let the hum of the engine and the rhythmic rumble of the tires lull me into a trance. The car drives in what appears like an endless string of twink...ling Christmas lights in an ebony sea to my tired eyes. We are still within the city proper, so I know we have a bit to go before getting to my house in the suburbs."How did your speech go, Jill?"My eyes popped open as if I had been punched right in the gut. That voice! How can it be here? The voice. So foreign to me in this small space that I. She then turned around and appeared to kiss someone still in the living room as the unseen kisser’s hands caressed over her back and ass, his right hand plainly fondling her left breast first over her shirt and then finally underneath it. Very unsteadily she eventually broke off the kiss to enter the bedroom area where the bathroom was (part of the room I could not see any angle into). She remained unseen by me there for some time, but emerged to sit on the edge of the bed, appearing to watch. I show her rest of apt. When we get back downstairs she says; so you think it's warm yet. I said I don't know, but we left our suits back in my apt . Her next statement had to turn me 6 shades of red. "So who needs suits". Hot though she was, I never believed it could happen. She drops her clothes and in the hot tub she went. "Well are you going to join me". I had to look like an idiot stripping that fast and looking anxious. In I went. She tells me, my sister is at that meeting, and. Plus Ninay is getting more attention from me and more respect from the other females.For this twelve year old whose own emotions are a virtual roller coaster minute to minute and whose body is developing seemingly as fast, it is a very confusing message. Muriel is the only female in the house I am not fucking and all of a sudden, that fact comes crashing down on Muriel. She is pissed off, confused, envious, repulsed and attracted all at the same time.There are moments of intense teasing and.