Worse if she still loved me. When we got back out in the car I did cry. I cried all the way home. I stole a glance at her once and she had a shell sho...cked look on her face. It was the same look young c***dren get when they know they are going to be punished but they don’t know how yet. “ I love you Sarah.” I wanted to make her feel better but I don’t even know if she understood the words for all the sobing I was doing. Tuesday and Wednesday went pretty smooth. Sarah and I were talking and. " In the fire?" Yeah." Jessica, I understand you'll be talking to Ken. He's good and can make you understand some of your feelings. Times like this can sometimes make you think things that seem so real to you, but they're just not. John isn't going to understand that you feel this way. He's going to want to be with you. If he could walk, he would get to you now, I know that for sure. Did you hear what happened?"Jessica shook her head."They had to recast his one leg and the other leg has a cast. He is also a bitter man who carries a grudge. I fear that annoying him does not bode well." But what can he actually do, My Lord? He lives in a hut amongst the gorse bushes outside the village... we reside here in this mighty fortress. How can he harm us?"His wife's cheerful smile and an her sunny analysis of the situation did much to lift the weight from the Lord's shoulders. "You are correct. I am being a foolish old man who should know better," and so saying, Lord Zetland pulled back the. I took advantage of the situation and started to caress her head and body telling her that it’ll ease her up and started a conversation.After a while of discussing general topics, I asked her if she has a boyfriend to which she said No but would like to have one.Then in a joking mood I asked if she was that eager for sex. She said yes, but wasn’t in a hurry to have it. She said that she used to watch porn and like it.But, I acted in an innocent manner saying that I had never seen it. She.