That wasn't how Ben wanted his boys remembered.As their gang leader, he was responsible for them, and as the only survivor he was responsible for thei...r memory. Even after almost all of them were wiped out, the Polecats still managed to kick the asses of their enemies.Yeah, that was a good way to go down. It was a good legacy to pass on. It was all Ben had left to give to his boys, and it was the only way he could be loyal to the memory of Father Torque. Still, with all these dark thoughts and. She thought it reminded her of a slab of uncooked beef. Cold, lifeless, clammy flesh.He took her. He took her there. The alley. She knew it was bad then, but she had no idea how bad it would get. Everything happened so fast. One minute she was a normal girl, the next it all changed.She was 13. She spent her days at school, her afternoons with friends or at the mall, her evenings doing homework, and her nights watching the pointless soaps she'd taped during the day. Just a normal girl until he. He walked over and sat on the bed picking up the cuff with the strength rune.“Why am I doing any of this? I could have done exactly what you told me to; gone home, married Perra, worked the farm and lived a good life. Doing things on the farm take a fraction of my time now that mother knows I’m learning magic, my life could be easy. Yet here I am learning more magic, learning how to fight, and making plans to travel across the land, possibly leaving a trail of children behind me. In search of. Then she was much relieved to have a period. It was a little heavier than usual, and quite painful, but it was a relief to her to know that the contraceptives were working. Three days after her period ended she was again taken to his bedroom, where he watched as she removed the scrap of clothing she was wearing."I think we'll try something different tonight," the Emir said and she wondered what that might be.She did not wonder for long, as he led her to the bench in the corner which she knew.