He said i was the prettiest trans girl in the place and wanted to make sure i got back safely. I was very charmed and without a thought i nipped back ...into the loo and took a single measured dose of my powder and cleaned my teeth and did my hair. Very silly and vain i know.I came out of the bathroom and sat on the bed next to Paul and sipped the tea. I was shaking a little from both the chemicals and some anticipation. He put his arm around me and i looked up to him. I closed my eyes a little. At the end of the day Friday as Karen and Emily walked over to the restaurant, they were chatting.“So, Karen,” Emily said, “Aaron seems to be spending more time with you now. Feeling better?”“Yes and no,” Karen said, “He has been talking to me more, but sometimes it seems like his mind is elsewhere. I think that he might still be hung up on you.”“Oh, Christ, I thought I had settled that. John and I are just getting back to a good place; the last thing I need is him messing things up now.”“Well,. He stared into the mirror. It was just hisplain, tired face frowning disapprovingly back at him complete with darkcircles under the eyes, beard shadow and all. Hmmm. Plastered down likethat he wondered if his hair was getting a bit thin on top.He took a sip of water and gave his head a small shake to clear it.Ouch. Bad idea. He squeezed his eyes shut but saw that woman's half facethrough a swirling red haze. She seemed to be looking at him, waitingfor him to do something. He grimaced and rubbed. “Tell me about it! If they’re the ‘master race,’ mankind has set a very low bar for itself,” Sardha mocked the insane racial crackpot theories at the root of National Socialism while kissing my neck.“I wouldn’t piss on them if they were on fire, let alone bend over and let them breed me! I might be a white-ass cracker, but I’m not their kind of white-ass cracker!” Hannah chortled as she cupped my buns under my pants.“No, we’re HIS white-ass crackers, motherfucker!” Autumn coughed while she.