At first sight it might seem the ramblings of an emotional teenager but it isnt so. There was something off which I would soon discover.It was the eve... of me and Maddy's 18 birthdays. I was strolling through the park with my girlfriend Abigail. She was accompanying me home to help with decorations to Maddy's party. I emphasize to it being her party as I never wanted throw one in the first place."Hey Matt, which ones look the best?" Abigail was showing me pictures of her in various bikinis on her. “I wanted to watch the news. Big things are happening in this world. And big changes come at heavy costs.”“I know, but not even a thank you? Just a click on the remote?” I told her.“Thank you, my love. Now help me move these pillows, so I can sit up and watch C-SPAN.”I helped her with the pillows, and then went downstairs to request breakfast in bed. Our contingent of guards had expanded into a full service suite, at the request of the President. She surely knew how to keep people happy and. ” Angie showed up a few weeks ago and immediately my world became chaos. It was not her fault, not entirely. Things blew up at work so I had to make another trip to Costa Rica and Panama. When I was home, let’s just say I was … distracted. There were schematics to draw, supplies and technology to get shipped out of the country, phone calls at all hours of the day and night. As much as I wanted to spend some time with the ladies, everything just seemed to work against us including me having. . Denaa ols …. Fakt thoda vel … Lagech sodel bassss .. Pls psl .. Ani tu kasaa mazaa bulla ghetlas todat ni te pan purn ghasa pwryant .. Ni jibhene vmchatat pan hoti ni maza gotya pan choklya naa mi adavl kaa tula mag tu pan nako adau … Apan fakt ekdach karu ithe mag ghari tuzi ashi zaun zaun puchi fadto naaa … Ni itki chokel naa ki tuzi sagli ichaaa purn hoil pan pls pls mazi icha purn kar naa…” asaa boalt to mulga tya baila samjavat hot ni eka hatane to tiche ball pan dabat hotaa. .“Aaiggg.