Switched chairs sat next to John. Told him I was visiting that my sister left for the week and offered her apartment. Visiting the Ft Myers area leavi...ng the 31st.Went for a swim and John joined me we got a chance to talk about Silverdaddies, asked Judy and Jess after a hour in the sun. Wanted to go out shopping. John invited me over to watch the football game. Ladies left I went over to Johns. He greeted me and invited me in make yourself comfortable. John had silk shorts on and quickly slipped. And that’s part of the difficulty. I mean, not that she’s my best friend, but what it means for when she comes to McKinley.”Angie nodded in understanding, “It’s going to wreck things with Melody no matter what you do.”“That’s my fear. I’m going to want to do stuff with Jocelyn, and sometimes just her and me.”“And us?” Angie asked, sounding slightly nervous.“Part of the difficulty as well. Not because I want to change things, but because I don’t want to change things. I WANT to keep running. "'Shit I thought to myself. I fished around in the borrowed purse lookingfor my regular driver's license. I was cursing myself for not leaving myCreds locked up in my wall locker when Tawny said. "Franky, she's in theArmy give her a break. She borrowed all that from my closet." For real? You're in the Army?" he asked. And I snapped him a perfectsalute. "In that case the first ones on the house."I sat with Mona watching Tawny dance on the stage. Trans Girls onlystripped down to their panties.. Go figure. So for years I have been dressingoff & on always the same thing in secret,behind closed doors tryingdifferent looks,styles,and the like never daring to go outside.Finally Susan sees the light/night of day...A few years back in the mid 1990's, It was approaching my favorite time ofthe year! yep, you guessed it the crossdressers national holiday,Halloween!prior to this time of year the only time you would actually catch me outsideof the house wearing a "skirt" was during the summer at.