‘What’ll happen to the…’ She couldn’t bring herself to say the word ‘body’. That made it real. Still she clung on to a vain hope that Sa...sha might miraculously wake up. ‘Don’t worry about that,’ the vet replied kindly. ‘We’ll take care of everything. I just need a few details from you before you go.’ Maddie sobbed anew. ‘But there’s no rush!’ he added hurriedly. ‘You can stay as long as you wish. I don’t need to leave just yet — I still have plenty of things to do.’ ‘Thanks,’ mumbled Maddie.. I've ditched the guilt and shame. I now let my TGirl slutfreak flag fly. Note, I have deep love and respect for all other trans people,no matter where they fall on the spectrum. The truth is thateveryone's motivation is different. I just need to be honestwith myself. Okay, enough of that. Here is how the night began.I got home from work from about 6 pm, Friday night. My night todress and fuck. Tingling with the anticipation of all the Man-Pole Iwould be taking down, I quickly showered, shaved,. Both were shaking their heads yes, they could see that Derrick meant every word. Leaving them instructions on what to do in certain conditions Derrick hugged them both before he left for the control room. While he was walking Shelby appeared next to him and walked with him. Stopping a moment Shelby lowered her head, "Derrick? I am so sorry, that you were hurt. Can you forgive me?" Shelby's eyes were tear filled as Derrick looked over to her. "Forgive you?" He asked as he stopped also, "Shelby,. Now let's go and wake your mother."Sally followed him down the hall to another unknown room. Inside she saw her mother still bound only now she was more upright. Her arms were spread to each side and tied to a wooden cross member. Her legs were bound to individual wooden beams and, much to Sally's relief she was still fully clothed."Are you alright Mom?" Sally asked hugging her bound form. "Has he done anything?" No dear, I'm fine if not uncomfortable. He's only felt of my body and nothing.