God, what a night!" She made her way over to me, took the notice, and then kissed me before reading it. "In case I forget later," she said, "I had a w...onderful time last night." Mmmm," I sighed, hugging her and nuzzling my head under her chin. "Me too, thank you back ... and I thought I was joking about it, too. Okay, gotta go or I'm going to wet the rug and spoil the mood."As the door was closing behind me, I had a thought and called, "Amber!" Yes, Mistress?" she replied.I decided it was my. It was 8 pm already and then came our bus. We had different seat numbers.She was given a seat in the front whereas I was sitting in a 3 seat, last but one row. Even while we got into the bus, we were already drenched. There were hardly 8 passengers when the bus left the station. I was feeling sad that we were not sitting together. As the bus moved towards the outskirts of the city, she walked up to me and asked”May I sit with you?” I nodded my head and she came along with her baggage. She again. Changing your mind?”“No, just checkin’ on how you’re doing.”“Doing fine. Have you asked Jenn?”“Jenn’s in luuuvvvvv!”“Dil likes Jenn being in luuvvvv, Jamie.”“Says y’all’re getting married.”“If she lives past meeting my folks.”“Oh, she will. She’ll be right there in the kitchen with your mom. Sorry, Dil ... I’m not ready for that yet. Prolly have a kid in a year...”“Nah. We talked. After her college...”“See? That’s what I couldn’t do. Not my thing.”“I understand. Still, we had a great. We have food. It’s just we walk an extremely thin line that’s thinner by the day.As I was getting ready for bed. I thought about as much as my situation sucks I’m still richer than a significant portion of the people alive today and live like a king compared to them. It’s not wrong of me to want more, but let’s be real too. I eat EVERY day. I have a home and clothes. None of it’s the best. Hell, some of it’s not even close. I have more than I need so crying because I can’t afford to take the.