I let myself go. I no longer trained, no longer taught, and no longer gave a damn. I looked at the picture of Karin on the dresser and felt my eyes wa...ter. In my mind, I heard her voice, “Mike why are you doing this to yourself? I will always be here, darling. You, who were so proud, so confident, and tough. Why are you acting this way? You were always a fighter. Just go out and fight.” Once I had the most successful martial arts academy on the east coast. Today it barely survived. I had trained. I can see you looking at my slightly nervously, I motion for you to come towards me and as you stand beside me I grab your hair, forcing you to bend over my desk.I smile as you're bend over, your skirt short enough that I can see your thong now and I reach down, squeezing your firm arse hard before grabbing your thong, ripping it off hard making you yelp. I push you down, slowly opening the draw next to my desk as I hold you there. I pull a ruler out of my desk, slowly running it up and down. Kaafi rash lag raha tha. Shaadi ke mahol mein sab ek saath ho to zyada pata nahi chalta kaun kya kar raha hai..kahan touch kar raha hai..so Maine door se dekha ek ladki newly wed hi lag rahi thi like shaadi ko ek saal or less hua ho .. But I guess wo mom nahi bani thi(which was true) meri nazar uss par padhi to mere ko hot lagi ..frankly uske boobs mujhe bahut sexy lage..zyada badhe nahi the ..par chote bhi nahi ..uski kamar kam hone ke kaaran zyada sexy lag rahe the..Mein ussey kaafi der se. I just couldn't find a way of getting him into bed at the party." Marianne smiled at her sister. "Did you think of just asking?" I thought about it, yes, but I couldn't say the words, and then Simon wanted to get back to Aunt Jen's place. I couldn't find the right time to say anything. And then I did... and it didn't go too well." Caroline's voice got very quiet as she finished that sentence, almost dying to a whisper."Oh, Cari. What happened?" He — he got the idea I was making a play for him.