Elaine asked why and I told her it would be good for us and enjoyable. We chatted, I showed her a functional,non threatening one on the web and she sa...id ok A few days later a plain package arrived and I showed it to Elaine, who giggled and went a little red. It was a Friday and that night I poured some wine,then a little more and we went up to bed. We kissed and cuddled and then I reached for our new toy. I switched on and Elaine acted like a child,flinching and jumping as I touched her knees. I had the strongest feeling that when he left, he left for good. And now, as far as I'm concerned, I'm clutching to the only things that make sense to me in this craziness." And those are?" Those are how much Kevin cares about me and I care about him, plus how much I love being a mom." O.K., but even if you consummate your relationship with Kevin, do you have to go to the level of getting pregnant by him, Simone? No matter how you look at it, he's just a kid. Why can't you wait to meet someone. There must be a doughnut shop nearby. Anyway, when they got there everybody was gone; even their other hostage. I explained what had happened to the men in blue, but I may as well have been talking to the moon. They didn’t believe anything I said and even threatened to file charges against me if I kept telling them my ‘ridiculous’ story.The cops took me downtown to the police station for questioning. I was still clinging to the blanket, which was my only covering. I asked for something to cover. “But don’t feel you have to tell me about others.”“No, it’s not about others, well one other,” she said softly. “It’s Jenny and me, we are, well, we are lesbians, we have done, well, lots of things together. And neither of us are really interested in guys, I mean not for sex or stuff like that. That’s why we want to go to Germany, to Europe after this year; they are far more accepting of that than people are here. You won’t tell anyone at school, will you?”“Me? Tell anyone? Of course not,” I.