Then I joined her with my own chuckle. ‘Real in an imaginary way?’ she repeated. ‘How do you do that?’ ‘Use your imagination.’ She laughed... again. ‘I’ve got it. You work in an insane asylum.’ ‘Oh no. I’m not like them. The insane have almost all been used up by now. I wish I had their talent. Big bucks in that ball game.’ ‘Big bucks in insanity. How’s that?’ ‘Don’t be naïve. You must know about their ability to visualize. I’m just your average loony artist. Nothing too special.’ She was quiet. I wondered again, what time Chad got off. Like I would. I laughed at myself, just thinking about it. In the room, after tipping the bellhop, I went to the window and looked outside. The overcast looked no more than one foot above my head now and looked like a pregnant blanket. It was moments away from being dark. Lights came and went in the swirling snow, I could just make out the building across the street, another motel, and another down the road. Street lights illuminated millions of. When we separated, Xanthos proceeded to gently remove Kat's clothing. When he was down her negligee, he gave her a tender kiss that left her wanting, then he seated her at the table.He kneeled in front of her and took her hands in his. "Tonight is your night. There's no reason to be afraid or concerned about anything that will happen, so just relax and enjoy what we have to teach you."Kat smiled and hugged him tightly before giving him a kiss.Next, he came to me and repeated the procedure.. .. on my chest. He sees you finding the places that make me gasp for breath and grip the end of the table...my eyes grow wide, locked into his. His left hand drops out of sight.I can only imagine the bulge he is stroking in the shadows and which of my holes He wants to take first. You push me further. You like seeing me struggle to maintain restraint and inhibition against the urgency of my primal hungers.Im not all that good at hiding it.(and i dont really want to...) He's watching as you take.