Yes I still loved, I still felt, I was still caring. I even acted like a normal woman of society. Basically it was the immorality in people that made ...me want to kill. The people who lived their lives without principles and only cared for materialistic things were the ones my mind sought out time after time again. The only thing that bothers me is how, just by one look, I know their life like I know my own. It was like staring at someone through their window without them knowing. I wasn’t trying. She asked me if we could do it again, I refused. She was really getting horny in the office. She asks me how do I have sex with my wife, and does she give me pleasure more than her? I was surprised, but you know there is always a devil amongst us! I told her no you give me more pleasure than her. So she kissed me on the cheek moving it slowly to my lips and man! The smell of her and the saliva made me finished. She was touching my dick saying, “Please kaka fuck me please Fuck me.” At this stage. I put all my credit card and checking information in the safe at my office. I put clean sheets on the bed in the spare bedroom and on my bed. I cleaned and vacuumed the entire place. I bought food and beverages to stock the kitchen. I bought a woman’s robe and a nightgown that were pretty modest. On the way home from the hospital Jennifer asked if I could stop and get her a couple of things. I asked what she needed, thinking I could tell her I had it at home. She said her period was due and she. My cock had softened, slightly, but she took it in her hands, and began stroking and licking it, and in no time, I was hard as a rock, again. My wife sometimes gives me oral sex, but she doesn’t like me to cum in her mouth, so it’s been a long time since I’ve had a good blowjob. Margaret not only gave a good blowjob…she gave a GREAT blowjob. She took me deep into her throat with her tongue and throat muscles massaging me the whole time, and as I began to approach my own climax, I tried to pull.