Well, not to be crass,but instead of the familiar bulge that I had always taken for grantedas being there, I now saw something that I had always refer...red to as"camel toe" where my "equipment" had always been.I inadvertently gave a little shriek as I saw this last. And with greattrepidation, I slipped my right hand inside the elastic waistband ofthese new panties that I had on. My fingers confirmed two things.First, what I had seen was true, my penis and balls had been replacedby a warm, furry. Think of it like this, maybe: when you’re travelling on a motorway, you may not sense how fast you are going until the the car in front slams on its brakes. In the same way, what seems ‘normal’ to someone who sees a lot of pornography, or has experienced a steady escalation in the material they’re viewing, may be far from normal (and even abhorrent) to someone who doesn’t - or has, but decided it wasn’t for them.The take-home, though, is that pornography is not in-and-of-itself, the problem.. When I first came to Canada everything was simple for me, I knew I hadto get my degree and work hard for it. I did not worry much about fundsas it was mostly paid by the University and the rest I could arrangefrom home. Also I was excited of course to get a chance to meetMistress Cathy for the first time in person, our relationship over theyear have developed somewhat over the internet, she has helped meexplore and enjoy the submissive side of me, and I was grateful to herfor that. So I was. The fact that no one had the nerve to ask her out was the ‘fault’ of her father’s station in life and her protective brothers. None of us had the balls to knock on her parent’s door on a Friday or Saturday night to be greeted by her father who at the time we believed was the toughest, meanest human being on the planet. A legitimate war hero and combat fighter ace he had a look that turned adolescent boys to jelly. A former college wrestler, he also looked like he could tear you limb from limb..