What I remember most is her smile and her eyes. If there were ever a smile that could melt your heart it was hers. I ushered her in and offered her ...some coffee or some ice water. She followed me into the kitchen and I got us a couple of glasses of ice water and when I turned to hand it to her she was standing close. I almost ran into her with her full glass but was able to avoid spilling. “oh, I am sorry. I was looking around, this is a beautiful place.” She said. “I have worked hard to. But a couple of years ago, Susie's mother offered to take the children for a week so that we could go off and send some time by ourselves. We didn't have the money to really travel anywhere, but our friends offered to let us use their cabin. Five days to spend with each other without anybody else around sounded good to us, so we went for it.At that time, my wife had only two bikinis. One was what I called her "mommy bikini" which was full coverage and padded so that even when wet, you couldn't. "Hell, last weekendhe's the one that got me drunk."Chase smiled, "I did. It was so funny. He pissed all in his shorts anddown his leg." No doubt Chase was happy to be among us. If nothing else,his and his friend's presence might detour a few of our conversations.We laughed. "You don't have to tell everything." Yes we do," Tabor stated. "You'd do the same shit to us." So... you two came empty handed I see and expected us to supplyeverything," Scott said."Nah, we've got it in my ride. Hey, you. We told him our room number, and split up.As soon as Jill and I were alone, I asked her what the hell she was doing. With the same arrogant look she said, just being friendly dear, and walked on a head of me. I grabbed her arm, and said wait a minute. She pulled her arm away, and said I've waited long enough... Now let go, or we are through right now! I didn't understand what she meant, so when we got to the room I asked her. She said, "All these months I've been frustrated... wanting to make.