He had fucked the teenager without abandon, without caring one bit. Not caring. Was that the only reason he was always so miserable, because he cared?... He laughed and took another swig from the bottle. Others who were happy in life didn’t seem to give a shit. He had seen it all throughout high school. He was surprised that he had only realized it now. The less you care about others, the happier you are, he decided. Ben glanced over at the girl. She was still on her the ground, stark naked,. "I... I think you're really sexy... really attractive, too..." Slide my dress down off my shoulders -- but no taking my bra off, you bad boy -- not till I give you permission. I'll tell your auntie if you do!"Her mention of my aunt made a bead of perspiration break out on my back. I found myself wondering whether she was watching me right now. It beaded more as I wondered, as I had earlier, what else she was doing right then. With Bill, Lucy's husband. And with Lucy. The thought of her and Lucy. I wanna thank you for helping me with this. It means a lot to me. And, well... How about having dinner with me and Ann? Let's say tomorrow night at eight? As a little 'thank you'. Whatcha say?” I agreed to his offer, for I knew what an outstanding cook Jim was. So I joined him and Annana for dinner the next day. That marked the beginning of us hanging out together daily basis. Jim was a passionate chess player, and he offered me to play with him. I knew chess as well. I was lousy, but agreed. The attendant told me yeah he comes in every once in awhile sometimes with different guys been in a few with the same guy like tonight but thinks he maybe married. Hmmm I think so he is married which means he wants a little action on the side. Time goes by and I gravitate towards the steam room which runs off the communal showers as I pass through there is my little muscular stud showering he has his back to me and I cannot help but check out this amazing ass.Damn I want him but I knew he was.