I am always interested in the equipment side of course so I like to hear people's views on new devices but what they do with them, as long as they pla...y safe, is up to them."The room was quite brightly lit. That made sense, Liz thought, you want to be able to see what you are doing. There was plenty of conventional bondage equipment ranged on racks around the wall, all carefully organized into category, color and size. Straps, lengths of rope, chain, gags, hoods and other restraints lined one. Crying always sucked, not just because of the headache that inevitably came afterward, but it cut off my breath as sufficiently as drowning me.Sucking in the medication, I willed myself to calm down as the vice tightened around my ribs. It hurt worse than my hand did, but I'd be damned if he saw that."Todd, I'm sorry," he said it quietly and it pierced me as sharply as my father's knife had so long ago. "I didn't realize. I really am sorry."Though it was only nine-thirty, I threw my inhaler and. I wanted so much to stay out but my eyes kept drifting and I could stand it no more. I said good night and made my way up to my room to get ready for bed. I couldn’t help feeling annoyed that I never made it longer, who knows what could have happened later on. I decided to take a shower before bed to get the smell of sun tan lotion off me and jump into bed. As I lay my ears began to twitch as I could hear giggles and whispering from the pool below. The girls must still be out there. I lay and. Playing the record she heard a somewhat whiney, somewhat scratchy voice (a nice voice she decided) singing:I got a broken heart and that's all I gotYou made me cry and I cried a lot.Then you were gone, honey, thanks a lot.You told my friends as I was passin' byThat you're not sorry that you made me cry.You said I deserved everything I got.If that's the way you feel, honey, thanks a lot.You wanted a fool and I played the part.All I got is a broken heart.We loved a little and you laughed a lot.I.