But caring is a two-street and I think you care a lot for me too. The last part is chemistry, that certain indefinable something that is the differenc...e that makes all the difference and I think that is what we have between us. I felt it almost as soon as I met you."She reached out to take hold of my hand and I noticed a tear in her eye. She took a few deep breaths and waited to compose herself."Nobody has ever spoken to me like that before," she said, "and it's wonderful to hear that it's you. ‘And then when Sonny Bodkin was taken too. Well.’Jim puts his arm around me and squeezes; his look is impish. ‘Nora, my little man killer.’I shrug him off. ‘It isn’t funny, Jim. Dying is not one bit funny.’‘It’s not, Nora. Death descends so lightly but it’s the hardest thing of all.’Long gone Granny Healy floats across my vision like a blot in my eye but, as she does in my dreams, she merely smiles. Jim’s face slackens and I know he is remembering his dear mother just as I think of the only. ‘I don’t even know if she was thinking that the conductor had those initials when she used them as a tease when asked. She probably was only thinking of Dennis’s real name. His original name and the one he has gone back to, Antoine Donateley.’ ‘The initials. Those were the initials on the cup on the mantel in mother’s room—the one that gave her such a bitter reaction on the day she died when she saw it.’ ‘Ah, yes. That was another one of your mother’s angry responses at the time to what Dennis. Sandy told me it took both of her hands to control Matt’s cock as she licked and sucked on the end of his cock. She sucked, licked and she rubbed his cock all over her face, spreading his pre cum all over her face. Matt watched her play with his cock and she took her hands off his cock and swung his hips back and forth, this caused his cock to slap Sandy in the face. Sandy told me it was one of the most erotic things ever done to her. She said it made her feel so subservient to Matt and that it.