She hadn't made a sound since I started the blowjob. I wondered what she could be thinking of me now. Pretty soon I heard Billy say. "When's my turn ...Jackson? Why can't I have a turn?" Jackson turned to Beth and told her to suck him. I watched in horror as Beth was forced to do to Billy what I had done to Jackson. Billy was nowhere near as well endowed as Jackson but he was still larger than me. It didn't take him long to cum and soon he was pulling away from Beth spent. Jackson came over to. She nodded, and her face turned red, but she couldn't stop herself – she continued to pump his cock with her sexy face. She even pushed her tits together and held them up for both her men to see. Ryan turned to me and smiled."Wow. Your girlfriend really is a slut!" he said. All I could think was 'I know'. She looked like a professional whore, on her knees, serving her customer. In his excitement, Ryan groaned, and pulled up his shirt, revealing his toned, muscular stomach. Mei looked away from. Oh god, it was so amazing. Stan was upstairs, showering, probably whistling some stupid show tune, while I was down here, his loving wife, getting fucked hard by the man who made me his slut. Mark was fucking me powerfully, not caring that my husband might finish his shower and walk downstairs any minute and catch him. Not caring that Stan might hear the slap of flesh, our sighs and moans, and come downstairs to investigate."Fuck," I gasped, "oh fuck this is so wrong!" That's what makes it feel. We were having a torrid affair, that he wouldremember for the rest of his life. I was having the affair that would actually define my life going forward. I felt a pang of jealousy and nostalgia wrapped together.Objectively, I knew what I had with Robert was temporary, and fleeting. Emotionally, I was feeling adesire for a longer term commitment. I knew it was stupid. I knew it was unrealistic. But I wanted thisrelationship to continue. I was falling in love.But I had come to accept the fact.