In spite of all the warnings, in spite of all the talking I'd done about the lambs ... I just shot him. If I'd been less tired, if I'd been less pisse...d off in general at cave men, if I'd been another person, I might have just yelled at him some more. Instead, I shot him and let the scouts take care of the body. I didn't know if he had a family, but I knew that there was enough food. So, screw it. Julie looked at me with new eyes and I didn't quite know what to make of it.October 15th — We left. She then came behind me and put her soft hands on my back of neck. I said:Me: Bhabhi, it’s ok.Kanan: Ohhh no issue abhi, let me give you some rest. You will feel good.I also allowed her to do so, her hands were so soft and she was massaging my neck and shoulders very nicely. Her touch was so relaxing. She put her hands inside my shirt from back and was massaging my shoulders also. She asked me loose a few buttons of my shirt and I just did that.She was now putting her hands in the back of my. It was modern design, made of sturdy plastic, long enough for three people to sit on side by side. I removed my mask, laid her along the bench and quickly undressed her; jacket, sparkly top, boots, socks, tight jeans, bra and thong. I didn’t even pause to evaluate her nakedness. I lashed her ankles and wrists to the legs of the bench, before securing her bare waist, ribs, and throat all down with razor wire. Thin red lines of fresh blood appeared where the tight steel floss cut into her. While the last light could be seen falling around them, Ethan said with some disappointment:"It's going to rain like the devil, that's for sure."The driver nodded his silent agreement, while Ludwig said with the slightest hint of irony:"I thought Brits liked rain."To which Ethan commented wryly:"We like rain alright. It's all that water we could live without."Olufemi started laughing again, and this time Ludwig managed to crack a smile. Ethan laid back on his sack once more while the first.