What had happened? The last thing I remembered was the light. Had I really died, and was this heaven? Probably not, so this had to be hell. But ... I ...thought that I had been a good and honest man. Therefore, I should have gone the other way. Maybe this was some cruel joke of Gail's. Oh, yeah ... Gail. The bitch that ripped my still beating heart from my chest, ran it through the meat grinder, and then tried to hand feed it to me. God, she was a cruel and heartless bitch.I tried to move a bit to. When we reached the hotel room, I checked in the hotel as his wife, and we went to the room. It was an awesome honeymoon suite with all facilities. The bell boy left the room, and I went to close the room.As soon as I closed the room, Ashwin pushed me to the door. He was looking in my eyes very lustily. His lips were near my lips, and I can feel his breath and can hear his fast heartbeat. I closed my eyes and was waiting for him to kiss me. Within seconds his lips touched my lips.My hands moved. Worries about new classes, being away from home for the first time, and of course tonight the initiation into the fraternity he was pledged to last week. He was a little worried about that, because he had heard horror stories about frat hazing that had turned out tragically, and while he had been assured by current members that nothing dangerous would happen and that the entire initiation was actually quite pleasant. Well, he hoped so!At ten o'clock sharp all ten new members of TGM fraternity. However that did not include sex; Allison was adamant that we had to wait for Shannon. Even though she wasn't any happier about it than either Shannon or I, as she had some things she wanted to get to as well.Her self-imposed ban extended to dreams as well. We slept together regularly; all non-school nights and once in a while during the week if one of us really felt like being held. Otherwise, we cuddled a lot and tried not to get carried away making out. Far from perfect, but we tried to make.