Isank back into the seat and a tears started to run down my cheeks."Please don't cry Nicola. It spoils your pretty face." She smiled as shesaid that.B...abs didn't push me for details about how long and why I dressed, so mymain secret seemed to be safe. She asked me if I'd always felt like agirl and I thought it was easier to tell her that I had. We chatted aboutall sorts of things and she said she hoped I didn't mind her tellingTony. I was a bit surprised that she'd told him, but it explained why. Her eyes also failed her; all she could see was the flashing white light in a field of darkness. In a dream like state, Alex felt herself being pulled apart from John and flung into the cold emptiness of space. And as fast as the chaos had begun it ended with a sharp blow from the ground against her head. Steve’s apartment San Francisco Ca., 2:47 a.m., 16 September.Steve lay naked in his one bedroom apartment watching T.V. He was tired but couldn’t sleep.He looked around his dismal place. ”Now sandy was worried and she said, “what’s the bad news.”“the bad news is that i just about went out of my mind while you were gone. I missed you so much i couldn’t stand it.”“and. . . . ”“that’s it. That’s the bad news. Now do you want the good news?“yeah, please.”“i got the job that i was after in indianapolis. I start the middle of july. It gives me time after graduation to get everything settled before i go.”Sandy got a very sad look on her face and said, “that’s a long way away. How. " Again Allison paused and looked at her son. She almost thought she saw a look of wonder on his face. "Anyway, we've had sex in my office, in his office, in my car, in his car, almost anywhere you could imagine. The only place we hadn't done it was in my own bed." So much for that," Chris said. It was meant to be flippant and light, but it came out angrily."I'm sorry about that. I feel so guilty." Allison came back over to the bed and sat down. She took Chris's hand again. "Can you ever.