Mene usse kaha mujhe kiss chahiye…usne kaha uske bf ko pata chalega to uska break up ho jayega…mene kaha nahi pata chalega ….to mene usse kaha c...halo hum coffee pi kar aayenge…mujhe laga ki wo mana karegi…per usne aisa nahi kiya,,,wo maan gayi aur hum dono municipal market gaye car mein…waha per bhi mene usse zidd ki ki mujhe kiss chahiye usne mana kar diya…to mene kaha thik hai chalo mein chod deta hu office per…Hum dono office per aa gaye…U turn lene ke time per mene pucha mujhe kiss. We can do that together.”“Risky, but I’ll play along.”Rockie giggled and said, “I am so glad that you are willing to take the chance; that we are willing to take the chance.”“You’re not talking about just the shower here, are you?” he asked as he kissed her forehead.She shook her head and tilted it back as she rose onto her toes to kiss his lips, “I’m talking about our lives together, now and in the future. And on that point, can you share with me what happened to Brad? You did arrange for him. Rennick!”“HIV and all,” I agreed, “Stay out of goosing contests with them,” which elicited a nod on Alison’s part.“If we were straight,” Alison explained, “we couldn’t be in bed together, but for us, it’s more like a domestic partnership, I think. Like when we’re playing around on my bed and he accidentally gets my bra up and I accidentally feel his boner. A gay guy understands boobs and us lesbians need to study boners in case we ever need to wear one of those strap-on thingies.”I saw her. 'Shocks number two and three, how could Margaret with all her formality submit to a pet name, and why had I never in all the time I'd know her, ever considered that she must have a family? And finally, the words, 'lots of love from Mummy.' That was all it took to break me. I began to shake uncontrollably. Emotions that I had buried under selfish fun and sexual depravity erupted as explosively as an orgasm, but with no pleasure and peace to follow, just a towering wall of long-concealed grief.