She went back to her chaise and stretched out on her back and her black suit caressed her firm breast's as he said to me,Do you mind if I sit here sin...ce there was a chaise next to me not being occupied.I said go for it. He pulled his t-shirt off and i thought Damn,this guy works out,then he removed his jogging pants to reveal a pair of sppedo's light blue,dark blue and a small section of white. He said to me,this is a swimsuit,which I agreed and then he said How do you like these,In a split. ”I should have been panicking but I actually felt relief that I wasn’t going back to the house that I had called home for my entire life. It didn’t feel like it now. Instead this powerful competent man had taken charge. Also, I had another adjective to describe him, hot. This quiet spoken Scotsman, with silver amongst his sandy hair was lean, clearly physically fit and very attractive indeed. I had always preferred older men being irritated by the shallowness of boys my own age, the girls too. ..a bundle of emotions to heavy to carry, and to painful to let go. Using sex, we tap into it and get women to dump it. They don't even know what's happening, but it works. Most women are faster than you and I didn't know if I could get you to that point, but I did. You finally trusted me and just let go."Looking at my hands they were still shaking. "What the hell is happening to me?"She smiled. "I unlocked every unresolved emotion you ever had. It will pass, trust me," she said, taking my. I hoped and prayed that I would never forget how she looked, standing there as the epitome of nude beauty.I know that it was odd for a 17-year-old boy to think like that, but I didn't care if I never saw another naked woman. I sincerely believed that if I went blind at that moment, I would not miss anything—I had already seen it all!I don't know how much longer I would had stood there staring at Barbara, but she brought me to my senses by saying, "Jeremiah, ya are embarrassin' me the way ya are.