” With something like that you could be Freya again. I miss her and the time we had together. All seems so far away now!”“Don’t get me started.... You girls used me from the start and you did it knowingly. First you took me inside your circle and then I was kicked out without an explanation, only to learn later it was nothing but a trick, but it was stupid of me to begin with.”She put her hand on my shoulder. “Yes we did and some of us felt really sorry for you, especially Elena. Eric we all had a. The baby had only awoken all of us one time during the night. We all sat with Ching Lee while she was feeding. There is nothing more precious than watching the bond between a new mother and her baby.The family was coming to the White House at 1000 for the task force change and to sign the new contracts with the DOD.Today was my last day as chairperson of the task force. I was going to hold the bible as Ben took the oath required for the position as chairman of the task force.The President was. I was like you a husk of a man. I stayed at the monastery for a month not leaving it for anything. Not talking to anyone just moving through life. One day she showed up and started apologizing telling me it wasn’t what I thought it was. All of a sudden my anger was back I felt something for the first time in a month. I could barely control myself as I yelled at her and screamed in anger. No one knew what had happened they had all guessed but it came out. I was yelling loud enough that everyone. Gently, yet with just the smallest hint of anger in her eyes and in her voice, she replied. “Mi Pablo, my love, you’re full of shit.”Startled at her use of profanity I gave her a quick look. “Yes, Pablo, I know profanity. I know how and when to use it. That doesn’t mean I use it often. Now, I don’t know where these thoughts you are having come from, but I’ll tell you that they are the wrong thoughts for you to be having. Great grandfather told me that you were a defender, a protector, as well..