He hit me again with it. When I came to my senses I decided I was leaving! I rolled on my side and put my hands down to get up. As I did, I fell and l...anded straight on my back. Soon Austin was on top of me, straddling me with his balls hanging over my mouth. "Suck them, just like your girl sucked them"I had no idea what he was talking about, but I wasn't going to do anything. I held my lips shut. Soon he was holding my nose shut, and I knew what was going to happen next. I opened my mouth to. From one of the booths, the usual comments started. A loud wolf whistle?a catcall of "Hey, honey"?.or worse, "hey Faggot". I slid into the booth at the back, turning so that I could face the front of the place and see who approached, just in case. I had learned the hard way, a girl could never be too careful when she didn't always look like a girl."What can I get you, honey?" a younger waitress asked.I looked up, smiling hesitantly, not sure what sort of reaction to expect from people anymore.. She remembered Peter’s eyes, his playful comments, and that she felt glamorous. The family sat down to their Friday breakfast with a pale Jennifer who had cried herself out yet again. It was the usual sad meal with Eric and Andrew seething at Peter’s cold-blooded desertion of their daughter and sister. They could hardly be civil. The RSM arrived, interrupting the meal. He asked them to dress for a special evening and they were to be ready to leave at eight. A car would collect them. With no. After we finished getting what was needed we load everything into our van. Then we left. Soon mom made another stop at a little strip mall. There, mom let me go into a record store so that I could buy some new music. I quickly found what I wanted, paid for the items and left. Outside I noticed that mom was coming out of an adult store carrying several large bags. I guess that this was the same store that mom got me the magazines and videos. When mom saw me and knew that I saw that she had come.