My cock would get hard and I had always been intrigued by that. During this alone time I tied string around it, wrapping it tightly from base to head....* I was told by another boy in my neighborhood that during sex a guy peed inside of a girl for some reason. It wasn't until my Cousin "Tom" came to visit that I even knew about ejaculation. This was in the bedroom I describe in the next section. He asked if I knew how to jack off and I was totally clueless. He proceeded to show me how to do. I think maybe he’s cheating on me. So I was like what? Why would anyone cheat on you? You’re so beautiful inside-out, I seriously think you deserve someone better.She just texted me saying, Rahul you’re such a relief to talk to, you always make me feel happy and relaxed. Can you come home sometime I really want to talk to you? I’m bored at home anyways. So the conversation took place on 22nd Oct, she told me to come home on 24th Oct at like 10:30 when her hubby is off to work. I wasn’t sure if. She found him holding her rabbit, turning it in his fingers, examining it closely."Where did you get that?" she asked, her voice hard."It was lying on the bedspread. Is this what I think it is?" Shit," she said, softly. "I must have left it lying out this morning. I'm sorry." What are you sorry for? It's your house. You can leave things lying around anywhere you want to." I'm ready," she said, trying to ignore the situation."I'll just put it back where I found it," he said. He gave it one more. Damn! That was hot. Then she just hopped off and said, "That was great."That, I think was my problem, I didn't love her but the sex was great. She was not marrying material, she was fucking material. If she could be monogamous it might have been different. I don't know how women think, I'll never claim to know. If a woman fucks other men while you are dating, it seems that the trend would continue after marriage. Maybe I'm wrong, but it scares me. As of late Kayla is talking marriage. I'm not.