“I’ve been so afraid everyone would think I was a perverted old man,” I whispered. “I thought so for a long while. I still have moments when I... think, ‘If they knew the truth, they would run from me.’ I’ve constantly been afraid I would slip. Have on many occasions. The history of my reality is different than this one. So many things are the same that tiny differences trip me up.”“You need to tell Rachel. No one else needs to know but Rachel and I do.”“I suppose. Why?”“Because if everyone else. I reached around and fumbled with the clasp on her bra for what seemed like forever growing more frustrated and embarrassed by the minute. Lorlei was giggling despite her horniness “Smoooth Michael ... very smooth. Is this going to happen anytime soon?” she giggled. I pulled back smiling at her and said “I want a pair of fucking scissors!”Lorlei went into a giggle fit that caused me to jump on her and flip her onto her stomach. Now that I could see the object of my frustration, undoing it was. My pace increases as more and more pleasure washes over me. I let go of your hair and land a reverberating smack on your already tender ass cheek. You jerk forward and scream out but we both know how much you love it. You turn your head to look at me over your shoulder and I can see tears in your eyes. Fuck! You make me go crazy with that look of yours. "More?" I growl out. I want to hear you say it, hear the hitch in your voice. "Ye.. es…" You half sob, half moan and push back against me. I'm. ”She gave me a quick kiss and left.“Seeing Siobhán today?” Jessica asked after the front door closed.“Yes. But I need to figure out how this winds down.”“Your issue with long-term, casual relationships?”“Yes,” I said.“Back to our trio plus Elyse?” she asked.“Yes. And you know that at some point, Elyse will drop out because Eduardo will end up here. He’s coming to the US on business in July, and she’s flying down to Miami to see him again. If his company’s office in Chicago were to expand, I.