I mean as a friend, and a sister, too. I mean in every single way that I could love someone. With everything in me, I loved you."You might not underst...and this. I know you don't, but I could fix things for us. I could make you love me back, or forget that any of this ever happened. But it would be a lie, even if I am the only one that would ever know it."Jessica felt tears roll down her face. She hated seeing Leia in pain; caring about her was a habit that went back a long time. "I'm so sorry.". Kat and Maria have their own system. You just need to get in the spirit of things. Katerina knelt down in front of Brenna, as Laura massaged her shoulders. She ran the tape measure from her feet to the top of her knees. Thats for your stockings, whispered Laura, and her hand started to rub Brennas back. Lauras hands were warm against Brennas flesh. Katerina ran the tape measure from Brennas thigh up to her tummy. Thats for your garter belt, whispered Laura, and her hand circled Brennas back.. .beautiful, your mum has good taste". She seemed genuinley surprised at my compliment as if it was the last thing she expected me to say."Come up to my room while I finish getting ready" she said already starting up the stairs. I stood for a moment and said "Won't your mum and dad mind?" "They're out for the night" she said with out turning around. I followed her up the stairs and into her room. Her room was quite small for such a big house. She had a single bed against the far wall and a large. She promised she would be there for me regardless of what I decided to do. Barb gave me a ride home and I spent the rest of the weekend pondering how I was going to deal with Michael. There weren't any texts or voice mails from him which helped make my decision that much clearer. I waited until he did call informing him we needed to talk. We met the next Wednesday night at his favorite sports bar. I confessed to him I just didn't feel “us” anymore. He didn't get upset but he focused on the sex.