The energy runs out and the gas thins, seeping away into space. The glowing colour fades. The lights inside mirror the outside glow and sustain it for... slightly longer then fade to black.More people start clapping now. They're convinced it's over this time. I'm left pointing up at the stars with my final move of the dance and I hold the pose. People follow my outstretched finger and see that one of the stars begins to stir. It grows brighter as it heads towards us. There are gasps and a few. So the man I met it is my Man now, I have written how I met him and few things about him, but now I'm going to write about how my true self is out, how great I feel, how my transformation has progress. So from the guy I introduced you I turned into guy that likes being fuck, that loves sucking cock, enjoys 69, that has swallowed loads, likes the black kiss, enjoys feeling a body rubbing against mine, loves being touch, being taken, owned, conquer, that his girly side comes out, that wear. I walked back upstairs and went into my closet. I pulled a shirt over my head and closed the closet. I looked at the window and what I saw shocked me.Julie was just putting on clothes as well. She was just pulling up her shorts, bent over she didn't know I was looking at her panties from behind her. I complete forgot the mental note I gave myself yesterday, right now I was enjoying the view of her tight ass with just the thin material separating her naked body from my eyes.I realized what I was. Damn, I hate it when women do that ... my ex was a genius at this and other guilt games. At least this time my lover meant her gentle criticism in a more kindly way."We're really fucked then love. Worse now than ever! To get those containers here, my mom's found some local brothers with a private trucking company willing to do the run for five thousand each ... that's fifteen K! Cash in hand too. Maybe they'll take it on delivery, but who knows. I'll have to beg as it is! Just maybe we can.