They no longer matter. Their day has come and gone. They just don’t know it yet. Look at the clock, fellas. Tick, tock. Now, in my heart and soul, s...ometimes I yearn for the Black woman. Millions of years of evolution and genetic encoding can’t be shrugged off overnight. However, why must she always be so hard on me while she’s always so nice to White guys? I’m the most embattled and unenviable human being on the planet. Don’t I deserve a lady who will be nice to me? I think so. I guess that. She felt a more idealistic version of what Abby and Lisa did towards me.The moms REALLY did not like Adriana running the stable, causing more and more problems as the days passed. Adriana thought she could handle it; I didn't want to get my hands any dirtier. As with a most things during those weeks, Cathy brought things to a head.Emilie's was closed for a couple of days so they could do a major cleaning of the restaurant. It left me with free afternoons; I spent one of them in the lingerie. It was pitch black and I was surprised that her hole was wide and also it was big and not small and tight like others. I asked “ tera gaand the chhed khula hua hai,koi gaand mara tha kya” she stood up and got angry and told “ aap hi pehla mard ho aur mere gaand ke chhed mere tatti ke liye bada ho gaya kyonki mere tatti bhut mota and sakhat nikalata hai” I understood that she has sever constipation and then I again cajoled her and she started to smile. I then told her to bring the coconut oil. .."I-I cant believe it..." She mumbled, shock still on her face, tears rolling down her cheeks.I was holding her by the waist, trying to sustain her without hurting her as she couldn't keep standing by herself, yet her body was completely bruised. Her eyes open wide and incredulous."Now you know. Now you're not leaving here at all. Now you'll be mine forever," I said and her eyes got even wider."Why someone l-like you w-would have to do this!? We pr-practically worshiped you!" She said,.