So, I started to intentionally make mistakes, just to feel his hands on me. It’s been a long time, since I had been touched, much less fucked.“Wh...at are you doing? I’ve already shown you the proper way to lift that,” he snapped, “Just put it down before you hurt yourself.”“If you’re gonna bitch at me all night, I’m going home,” I said.I got off the bench and started gathering my things, all the while mumbling about pig-headed men. As I brushed past him, he grabbed my arm and pulled me to his. This was the first time that I allowed myself to experience a little bit more of the past. I played volleyball in the pool, snacked on some junk food, and joked around with old friends. On the occasion, I fumbled with some old knowledge of who was relevant in sports and on television, but I made it through. I had to turn some focus towards Kaylee as the sky darkened. She was there in the bikini from the picture, a blue and green two piece that showed off her tight, athletic body and developing. ’ I suppose somebody would have to marry Mavis, but it wouldn’t be me. It wasn’t mine and I would be buggered if I were going to take on another man’s child. At eighteen years of age I was selfish and didn’t want to take on the responsibility of marriage. There was a modicum of jealous anger in me as well. I had always thought that when the time came I would take Mavis’s virginity. I had tried from time to time, after all it was expected that I would try. I was allowed to feel her breasts and. Then I whispered into her ears “ Please let me enter into you, I assure you I will be gentle and not hurt you.” She did not reply and so I urged her again “Please dear”.Then I gave another mild thrust and I felt my rod sinking into her. Another and I was still travelling.The excitement was deafening. I lost sense of everything around. Just the lovely virgin in my arms and I entered her fully. She cried “ Ohhhh,,,” but I had locked her lips with my kiss. She struggled and just requested “Please.