Nothing. Then, when I got back to the bed there was something laying on the nightstand. I hadn’t noticed it before, but now it was the only thing m...y attention focused on. Scrawled across the front in spiky handwriting were the words, ‘For Connie’. I hadn’t even opened the letter, and my face was already streaked with tears. Convulsing hands grabbed the envelope and I had to wipe my eyes over and over again to read the most painful letter I’ve ever read. Hey Babyboy, I’m sorry I couldn’t. Normally I would've been embarrassed to tell her this, but I just didn't care today. I wanted to get my work done and get out of here, knowing I definitely wasn't going to beat the rush hour traffic now."Oh my god, seriously?" Brittany shouted. "You would rather play video games than get some easy overtime?" Easy?" I said. "I'm a salesperson, not file clerk. I barely even know how to do it." There's nothing to it," Brittany said. "Come on, I'll meet you in the filing room. It won't even take an. The choice is yours. There will be no pressure from either Pam or myself." What about University?" I asked."You only have a year left before you graduate," Aunty Pam said. "If you want you can wait until you have graduated or you could do some part time modelling whilst still in university. Or you could just forget the whole idea and we will all return to our normal way of life." How can it be normal again?" I asked. "You and Daddy are fucking each other and there will be regular orgy parties.. She told me, unequivocally, that it was a treat and a half to see me around. She told me her and her husband were now separated. He is a traveling salesman and found a way to “expand” his sales meaning he’d met other women and bedded down with them. She also told me she wasn’t mad about it, that it only allowed her to “expand” her own horizons. She laughed and I snickered a fake snicker too but to tell you the truth I liked that she was now “single.” I had always and I mean always loved her.