It is amazing that I haven't lost my mind the way I lost my moral compass in the last 10 months. How effing fragile I've become. How unable to explain... why I continue to do this week after week, with no end in sight. People kill themselves over things like this. I wanted to, that first night especially, as the true horror of the situation enveloped me like a death shroud. That's where this account starts: the worst moment of my life. That split second in time that Jonathan had prayed for since. Vinay bola koi baat nahi yaar mainay tera pani isi liye itnaa jaldi nikala hai ki tum gaand ko thoda zyada time tak maar sako mainay socha ki yeh ladkaa to khiladi hai thodi dare baad usnay Mera Lund choosnaa suru kar deya aur kuch pal mai Mera Lund tayar ho gaya. Ab main aap ko Vinay ki gaand Kay baray mai bata doon ek dam gori gaand thee aur uska hole light brown colour mein aor ek dam tight thaa Ab Vinay bed par doggy pose mein akar mujhe bed ke niche khaday rakhaVinay nay kaha ki thoda mere. ..further investigation would be warranted.A couple of days later Katrina again found herself alone in the house and this time she shamelessly pointed the search towards finding out others opinion of anal. Sure, it made sense to her why guys liked it, prostate gland and all, by why women did was a major puzzle. The first thing that she found out was there was a bunch of nerve endings at the entrance well maybe that explained it. She dug further, beyond the usual women's magazines, never trusted. ’ Scott was shocked beyond belief. ‘Could she just be blocking out a picture that’s too horrible for her to accept?’ he thought. But he knew Susan very well. She wasn’t that type. She’d have accepted the fact that her boyfriend of nearly two years was cheating on her no matter how painful that was, before deceiving herself in that manner. ‘Susan, are you all right?’ Scott asked. ‘Well, I’m as all right as I was a couple of minutes ago I guess. I’m still feeling a little stuffed up, but aside.