I masturbated again before sleeping, the first time in quite a while that I had needed to relieve myself two nights in a row.I woke up the next mornin...g, still thinking about last night. Jess was in the bathroom. I glance over at my phone and waited for Jess. She left the bathroom with nothing but a towel on. "Morning sunshine," she said."Morning, how's the head?" I replied, still half-asleep."It's fine actually." Jess smiled. Today we were having a relaxed day at the spa. A bit of mid-holiday. For the first time in four months, those delightful emerald eyes locked on to mine. “Are you serious?” There was something so sincere in her tone, it almost felt like heartache.“Yes, ‘home.’ You know, I’ve got to run, make dinner…” For emphasis, I held up the blue book I had been correcting, “grade exams.”As enticing as the two of them were, I was convinced this little visit was some stoner dare they had forced each other into. Perhaps there was a whole group of similarly dressed undergrads. "His fingers pushed inside of me, stroking my tight flesh. I tried to push him away but his free hand held my wrists tightly. We both stared at our collective extremities."No, no, please don't." I was shamed by my words. Was is better to let this beast rape me, lubricating me with my own blood, than to break my wrists again? My body certainly thought so. The demon grinned possessively, and I realised that it wasn't my choice to have one or the another. He grabbed my hand, pressure, he squeezed. ." I said it with a smile."But we're two consenting adults who happen to have a great time together ... and I also know she's only had two relationships in her life ... despite what the rumor mill at the hospital says. In the first one she had her heart broken and she broke up with the second. She's very cautious around men and for good reason."From the look on her face I could see Emily disagreed with my assessment of Nurse Betti Taylor and she tried a new tack."Wouldn't hurt for you to at.