" Jessica made that clear to me. We are both very grateful for that. I know what a sacrifice that must have been for you," I replied."So you are here ...because you feel guilty is that it?" Sandra asked."First, I want to say that things weren't exactly platonic between me and Jessica after you left, but nothing major happened, mostly because I was not ready. If you are asking me if I feel guilty. Sure I feel guilty and Jessica does too, but that is not the reason why I am here," I answered."You're. ..." as the two made their waythere."So, yeah Louie.... what are your plans for the fall?" Jennifer asked himonce they got to their private spot at the stadium, where they had donetheir first kiss. "Oh, ummm....not sure....I figured that you and Iwould.... go to college together," Lew spoke up, with eagerness evidentlyin his voice. Jennifer looked over to him, her clear blue eyes and longswept blond hair blowing with a brief gust, then laughed at him. "What'sso funny?" he asked, with a worrying. " Your ass is the first I've ever penetrated," I replied.I reached my head upwards, and we kissed.Our bodies locked together at both head and hip, my arms and legs bound in submission to her beauty thatmy eyes were unable to perceive.She tasted herself on my lips, and it seemed to invigorate her kiss."How does it feel?" I asked her."Intense," she said, and we kissed again, sharing ourselves.I could feel her inching slowly backwards onto me, allowing me to enter deeper.It wasa different feeling. Lucien had started this for her sake, not his, and was amazed to find himself back in the vortex too, with all that primal pulsing magic of the innocent and infantile. Back then there’d been a stone he always steered round to the left, not right, in case his mother died. The spirit of the woods was watching over him, and he’d go home to find her still alive. Poor Julia. Poor old you. You know I want to very much, but you also know I can’t. Just be brave and tell him after school, because you.